justrun-.

i didn't fall down.

ahhh i am so slow. still. harharharhar. tired. first time biking for so long my butt was sore like crap. ahha and i still have major phobia of traffic. this stupid long big huge noisy truck like got so close to me that my shoulder brushed against the side of it. was traumatised for a good long time. and i still can't turn properly! i got scolded by elizabeth kim cos i almost crashed into her :( i said sorry. heh. but i was so tired i don't think it sounded sincere. aghh i don't like getting scolded. esp when it wasn't intentional! i'm just so scared that i can't look when i turn or else i'll like lose control. hm and i still can't figure out how to get close to the bike infront during drafting. it's damn scary! like i mean, if the bike infront suddenly slows down then won't you crash?!?! how do they do it?! i don't get it!!! ahhhh. making me so angry with myself. and it's horrid when you lose the pack cos all the air resistance... tian i was dying. was like 10 huge fans blowing in my face. then my legs felt all lactic-ish. hai i'm so slow and useless.

jiaolian says i'm still very stiff. true, true. i mean i didn't dare to wipe sweat off my head till lap 5. HAHA. okay i'm nice to laugh at cos i'm so loser and inexperienced. yes so that meant that sweat was like getting into my eyes all the time- super painful. ahha and i forced myself to wipe sweat off my forehead in lap 5 only because there was a fly on my face. rahh. i'm terrible right.

have officially given my injured muscles a new name- WRECK-tus femoris. why? cos they're a wreck. mwahah. pam are you reading this? when you discover new muscles you can come to me and i'll help to name them. sigh running is still a pain in the hip.

i want to go into the advertising industry! after discussion with relief laoshi. ahha she said they can earn more than lawyers and doctors. woah. but like what am i mugging math for now?! advertising doesn't need math. heheh another reason (that will be rejected) to drop math.

pimply forehead is now pimply! (still)

okay i am scared for friend lmnop because manipulative (not my friend) abcd looks like it (it is not human, i insist) is manipulating my friend. me feels sad for my friend but doesn't know how to tell my friend! woohoo.

sigh i think i'm high. and it's lunch. seeyar. will talk about very morbid charlie and choc factory later. scentertainment sucks (they had constant chocolate scent going through the air all movie long, wanted to puke)

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [13:19]

and took [20050807] strides

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